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Name: Seth
Birthday: 4/20/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Music, video games, reading, writing, singing (badly), laughing, talking, being a smartass, being an asshole (^_^), taking pictures, RAIN!, spring/fall, NOT SCHOOL, & Japanese stuff
Expertise: My English skills. It's always been my strong point, so that's what I initially wanted to focus on in my life. But now I'm thinking that being a translator (English/Japanese) would be pretty fun
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  mad03kool03
MSN: mad_kool_03@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  mad_kool
Member Since:
3/19/2006
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| I know things have been silent here...because I got a livejournal!
http://madkool.livejournal.com
Friend me :]
Anyway, I know you who read this are UO people...so I just wanted to put this out here...
Do you think some of the people on the forums are sickeningly rude? Well...one person in specific comes to mind....but, it seems like there are people who just don't have respect for others. I'm kinda sensitive, so when someone can be so cruel and vicious to everyone...it makes me sad.
Let's just say that the rudest person on the forums (kudos to you if you can guess who, but it's not that hard really =p) is even ruder in my eyes. I tried to settle a 'dispute' (if you can call it that) through PMs, and they got really really angry and resorted to personally tearing me apart. I'm talking, grade-school, immature, things so uncalled for it made me physically ill to read.
I don't understand how someone can be so cruel and go on living everyday feeling good about themselves...Or why someone feels the need to be mean to everyone.
I'm glad that I at least know that people in the gay clan are truly my friends, and that they are compassionate human beings. Sometimes I wonder how people so sickeningly evil-spirited managed to be born.
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| Yep, I'd started to think that all the stuff about how annoying my roommate is was all in my head. Well, not all in my head, but that it was all my personal problems and he really wasn't doing anything wrong. Basically, I thought I might just be a big whiner =p But nope! People have been confirming just how much of a douche my roommate really is! It's wonderful!
Basically, my roommate got really smashed tonight, and he's being an asshole. He doesn't know how to handle himself and he's just being ridiculous, and everyone was calling him out on it. He stole some dude's vodka, and the guy lives in our hall so obviously he knows who did it and where they live. He's an idiot. Also, this other guy whom I've never really talked to came in and was saying how stupid my roommate acts and how he must be hard to live with. Ummmm...yeah, pretty much, lol.
So yay for me not being the only one who thinks my roommate is an asshole. He just came back in a few minutes ago and he's still totally trashed. I swear, if there is vomit in my room tomorrow, someone's going to pay 
EDIT: It's 3:30, he's still up, he's running through the hall being insanely loud and yelling into the showers. And apparently his 'real' laugh, or at least the one that comes out when he's drunk, is amazingly stupid! HAHAHAHA! He sounds like a nerdy little girl! That's all I can compare it to!
EDITx2!: It's 3:40 and he's still awake...falling on the floor...and waking people up. Yup, he's pissing off the hall. Cool!
He's also come to the point where he's saying stupid shit. Apparently, I'm "the coolest roommate a guy could ever ask for." XD! I wanted so bad to laugh in his face...it's just so amusing! He won't remember any of this crap in the morning =p
EDITx3!: It's 4:00 and someone is now praying to the porcelain god. Yessssss...revenge is sweet ^^
Wanna know the funny thing? Only moments before he ran down the hall to go puke, he was praying aloud, asking for forgiveness ("God, I swear I'll never do this again"). XD!
I am so so very amused. And I'm also thinking that I won't be getting wasted in college. Tipsy, maybe. Drunk of my ass...yeah, no thanks. Not the funnest place to be, as you can tell, lol.
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| I'm so frustrated and so fed up with people acting like children that I can't be happy anymore. I just can't.
At the moment, I'm not allowed to do anything in my room because SOMEONE acts like I don't exist and they can do anything they please.
So, I'm going to go have a cigarette. It's the first I've had in months, but I'm so stressed right now, I can't think of any other way to get my agressions out and relax.
I have nowhere to go.
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EDIT: Maybe I won't smoke. It's a lot of work to leave the room...but the room is the source of my anger. Hmmm.
EDIT EDIT: Yeah, I didn't do anything, which is good. I feel like I've wasted my whole night, because I've just sat here seething about the idiocy of SOME people. I'm mostly pissed because I was looking forward to playing FFXII all day and I didn't get to :[
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| Wow, it's amazing how uptight some people can be. There's one person I won't go into in great detail becaue I'm thinking they're starting to lighten up a little, but my roommate really doesn't know how to take a joke.
So, this guy from my hall, Joe, wanders into my room and is talking to me about how he can't tell my roommate any jokes because he's so dense that they just go over his head (talking about jokes right before I realize my roommate can't take a joke - oh the irony). He jokingly tells me to tell Dan (the roommate) that he's a 'stupid Korean.' I told him he could always leave him a lovely little note on his desk.
(As a sidenote, I would just like to point out that I usually encourage anyone who wanders into my room to antagonize my roommate in some way. Dan has a fondness for leaving the door open at the most inappropriate times, such as when I'm trying to sleep or study. So, when he leaves the door open and he leaves, and someone else wanders in...yeah, I prod them a little bit. Or a lot. Whatever, he deserves these little torments, haha.).
Anyway, Joe goes over to Dan's desk and begins writing. Right then, Dan comes back into the room (from a shower...), runs across the room in his towel, and pushes Joe telling him to "Get the fuck out" and whatever other commonplace profain phrases you can think of. (I mention the shower and towel because I was praying to whatever that his towel didn't fall down...I would've been traumatized.). Anyway, Joe tells him off for being so fucking uptight, telling him to try and take a joke, and to stop with the 3rd grade petty violence. Good. If Dan does anything like that to me for any reason, ever, he's getting his ass thrown out. And Joe said the same thing, lol.
Here's hoping he's violent sometime in the near future! XD
All of this occurs while I'm trying to read the two chapters that are going to be covered in my English quiz tomorrow (of course), and so am I able to concentrate? No. It took me too long to read, and I didn't get to play FFXII like I wanted.
At the end of this wonderful night, I'm thinking a few things:
1) My roommate doesn't firmly grasp what it means to be an adult, nor does he understand the concept of 'humor'
2) I'm already dead tired and it's only Tuesday :|
3) I haven't played FFXII since Thursday night. And I want to play soooo damn bad.
Speak of the devil! It sounds like someone is coming back to the room! I sure hope not...I cherish these moments where he's gone and I don't have to deal with having an adolescent in my room...
When I came back to my room at 8, he was napping. He also said he wasn't planning on sleeping tonight, because he has to work. What does this all mean? He'll be awake while I'm trying to sleep, and he'll most likely keep me awake all night. Good golley, I'm loving dorm life. v_______v;;;
And about your last comment David:
I thought you didn't quite like Truth? Oh well. Such is the power of NANA.
--My initial reaction to "Truth" was that they were trying to create a ballad with so many qualities similar to "ENDLESS STORY" that it ended up sounding like it was lacking and uninspired. Upon repeated listens, I've come to appreciate the song for what it is - it's not anywhere near as epic as "ENDLESS STORY," but it has it's own depressing thing going on =p And being me, I can appreciate pretty much anything depressing, lol.
And FINALLY, as if I haven't tried to end this entry enough, I cannot wait for Thanksgiving break. I'm really only getting four days, but I'm probably going to skip classes on Wednesday and make it five, haha. I really just need to see my family and get off campus for a while. Maybe when I come back, I'll be able to appreciate everything more. Oh, and hopefully my roommate will have this whole moving-out thing figured out. That would be lovely.
Nite!
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| I hate how on the weekends I sleep in insanely late, then Sunday night rolls around and I can never sleep becaue I'm just not tired. Then, on Monday morning...I feel like I've been run over by a truck. I look like it too. Mondays have never been a friend of mine.
In my non sleeping-induced boredom, I managed to make four NANA wallpapers as well as writing a rather depressing intro into a story that I'll probably never complete. I was listening to "Truth" as I wrote it, so it's rather NANA inspired...but oh well.
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I slumped to the ground, my tears, my
pain seeming to weigh me down, creating a force stronger than
gravity. The heaviness in my heart felt as though it would never
leave, as if a piece of myself had become broken and could never be
fixed.
He's gone. He's left and he's never
coming back. I'll never see him again. Ever.
As he turned from
the entrance of the terminal with that happy smile on his face, tears
streamed down his face. Even when his heart was breaking, he still
tried to give me hope, to make me smile. But knowing he was trying to
remain hopeful just made me cry even harder. The tears caused my
vision to be blurry, and I could only see a hazy outline as he
boarded the plane to the end of the world.
I couldn't stop my
sobs. My life had gone from perfect to nothing in only a few days.
Things would never be the same, things would never be the way they
were, and I had absolutely no idea what was going to happen. So I
just sat there on the cold floor of the airport and cried.
That was how you
left me that day. That day, the saddest of my life.
I never stopped to
wonder if you were crying as hard as I was once you got on the plane.
I didn't care about anything but myself in that moment; I can see
that now.
Maybe, then, it's
better that you left.
_________________________________ Hmmmm. Now it's almost three in the morning, but yet again having a roommate is irritating the shit out of me. I would love to go to sleep, but my roommate is in someone else's room and left his keys here. I can't sleep with the door open, so...yeah. I guess I'm not sleeping yet. I think it's kinda spendy, but once my roommate moves out (I don't know if I let you guys know that he's moving out or not...but he is) I'm going to try and have my own room. I just can't stand having to deal with someone else's crap on top of my own, especially when your roommate is so immature that you almost feel like you're babysitting >_< It's crappy. Always hanging out with a couple has got me feeling kinda depressed. I'm pretty sure that's where the little story came from...It's just annoying. I mean, I'm glad that they can be happy together, but at the same time all I can think is "Why doesn't anybody like me? Why can't I have someone special?" I don't think I'm hideously ugly or lacking personality...but I can never seem to put off that "vibe." You know, the "I'm available, please come sweep me off my feet" vibe. Instead, I think I repel men away from me v_v. Blaaaah. Since I'm bored, let's create a new section for my blog posts! Yaaaaay! We'll call it:
Seth's Top 5 Songs of the Moment:
1) "Truth" - Yuna Ito
2) "Fed Up" - Mika Nakashima
3) "Put 'em up" - Namie Amuro
4) "Ring the Alarm" - Beyonce (I know, quite shameful...I just like the alarm sample)
5) "Passion ~after the battle~" - Utada Hikaru
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